i like noodling with the piano. messing with scales, even if they dont work. sometimes i feel as though my hands are gliding and then others it feels like im scraping my knuckles against glass shards on concrete. perfect doesn't sound good. find your way back to the note that you messed up on, then make it feel included.
I miss friends i do not see anymore.
the mistakes i have made and the things i have pulled away from usually result in better things. recently, one of my good friends moved away out east and i dont see him a lot.a lot of my time is spent talking about our previous gaming session or whatevver we talked about. hes a good friend, a man of integrity and someone i truly trust with my life.
electronic music can be lots of things.this is one of my personal favorites.
i cant really ask my past self to change. time machines are stupid. you can make new stuff and learn from old stuff.